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Yay Karma!

  • May. 30th, 2008 at 9:38 PM
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Good News!

The job I have been interviewing for - Help Desk at Ann Taylor - not only offered me the position, but did so at $13/hr !! So, dilemma solved.

I am excited to be starting a new job and to be going back into the Tech Support Field. I am even more excited to be making more money as this will help me A LOT. I even get to work for one of my favorite clothing retailers. Bonus!

So yeah, go me! Guess all those years of experience and computer knowledge are finally paying off! I am very happy and grateful to the Gods and Karma right now.

I do feel bad though, as I wasnt able to give Jenny's parents any notice. I wanted to be able to at least give them a week, but it just wasn't in the cards. I did meet a lot of great people at American Stone and I am going to miss them (especially Alex and Henry and Johnny and Jenna!) But, I will see them around I am sure. Especially Jenny and Alex, they can't get rid of me now even if they WANTED to. I'm grateful that Jenny helped me get hired there when I came back home, and I will always think of my time there fondly (well, *most* of it anyway...not gonna dwell on the less than stellar parts...) But, it was time for me to move on.

So watch me, because here I go and no one and nothing is going to stop me now!!

 

Out of It

  • May. 29th, 2008 at 8:28 PM
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OMG, I am really out of touch right now.

My computer is on life-support, and barely breathing. It almost got itself kicked out the window the other day when I needed a resume printed and it decided to re-boot every time I hit "print". Getting online is getting to be  a joke, as my browser is hijacked within a few minutes and 50+ windows open up. After that the start bar disappears along with all my icons on the desktop. The only thing I can do at that point is shut it down for a bit and keep the wireless disabled when not in immediate need of the internet. To top it off, work installed that damn Sonic Wall so now they block all the websites I'd like to go to, and track all the ones I *do* go that havent been blocked so they can make sure to block them too. So yeah...not really getting online much right now.

Looking for another job. My current salary doesn't pay the bills, they don't have enough work for me to do, and the working conditions are less than steller. I've had a good job offer, but am hesitant if I am going to accept it or not. A few hits to my resume suggest I qualify to make $13-$14 and hour and the job offer I have currently is only for $12. Problem is, the job offer I have right now is solid - which means I can guarantee myself $12/hr with benefits. But, I got an email asking me to call about another position worth $13/hr. I am tempted to turn down the $12/hr job to go interview for the $13/hr job. But then, if I don't get the $13/hr job, I'd be out the $12/hr one too. So, I'm really torn right now. Do I jump on the first guarantee that comes along with the lowest pay level I am desiring? Or do I hold out and go for these $13 and $14 jobs? 

Problem is, the $12/hr job wants an answer right away, as the job would start Monday. Crap, I hate making decisions like this, because I always make the wrong one.  I just want to make sure I chose a job that I will like, and the more money I can make the better!

Bliss

  • Apr. 17th, 2008 at 3:30 PM
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There are, and have been, certain instances and/or events in my life that have given me what can best be described as unimaginable feelings of joy, peace and contentment. Bliss, in a word. Moments in which I would want to exist forever. My desire is to find a way to remain in this mental/emotional state indefinately. To return at will to these specific feelings and emotions. In other words; to feel this bliss I have felt before, without having to travel or re-enact the catalyst.

These are but a small example of what I seek.Even here the descriptions seem inadequate to me. When I think back on these times, I feel my heart swell and I long to be back in those places, in those moments, in those mind-sets. I want to feel the electricity in the air, the energy surrounding me, the magnetic push and pull of life. I want to feel that sense of peace and contentment, that sense of self-indulgent pleasure. That joy I once found in just being myself. To make these fleeting moments static.

So....who wants to go to a club, in Vegas?

 

Word-Less

  • Apr. 15th, 2008 at 2:19 PM
MissMeri
Have you ever noticed that you can find a billion things to say to the people you see and talk to every day, but when you go to talk to someone you havent seen in a long time, you can't think of anything remotely interesting to talk about? 

One would think, having not seen this person in awhile, you could come up with a dozen categories of things to catch up on. But my mind always goes blank and I end up droning on about unimportant things like the Weather. Which, sucks right now, by the way. But, I digress. 

Why is it so hard to communicate from so far away? Even as I sit here, wanting to talk this particular issue out, I am drawing a blank.

It didn't use to be this hard. Ask my Brother, for example, about the books I would write him when he was in Mexico. But now, years later, its as if I just don't have the capacity for it anymore. Then again, I don't have the capacity for a lot of things I once did.

So yeah, does anyone else have this problem? Or is it just me and my myoptic views?

Movie Quote Meme

  • Mar. 18th, 2008 at 9:29 AM
Milla
 Rules
1. Pick 15 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDb.com and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.
5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search functions.


Okay, slight modification...I'm going to put the guessed quotes in italics as it will be easier to still read - and I'm not going to pick quotes from my favorite movies, instead I'm going to pick my favorite quotes. After all, many of the quotes that I love to say, do not actually come from my favorite movies. I'm also going to try to do this all from memory, so I may not be quoting them word for word *exactly* perfect. But I'm sure all hell going to try.

OH RA!

  • Mar. 14th, 2008 at 10:15 AM
DaraUtu
Where has my Sun gone? He was here just a few days ago. I'm sure of it. Shining down in bursts of springtime hoping. Warming my skin with his kiss. Enveloping me in his golden arms. Oh Ra, how I adore Thee! I find so little happiness when you are gone, waiting on edge breathlessly for your return. Dreaming of you all those long winter months apart. I am yours and yours alone. Waking every day and rushing out to see your shining eye looking down upon me. A desperate longing only you can fill. To me! To me! Oh come now my Great God and fill me with your fire. Lift me from the darkness and take me away.

My Perspective

  • Mar. 11th, 2008 at 10:26 AM
Milla

Just for fun, I took some lyrics that I knew and put them together to show my current state of mind and perspective as of late. Bonus points to anyone who figures out the "artist". (The fact that I losely refer to the singer as an aritist aught to clue you in to where they come from!)
Enjoy!

Lyrical

  • Mar. 3rd, 2008 at 4:04 PM
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My Brother has agreed to humor me, and is making a new Techno/Pop album in which I'll get to do the vocals.  He's put me to the task of writing the lyrics for the songs of said album.  This works well, as my Brother is very talented at writing music, but has trouble coming up with lyrics. I am rather talented at writing lyrics, but can't come up with a tune to save my life. We decided it would be fun to work together and see what kind of an album we can produce. I'm going to call the project "Solaris". Should be fun! So far, I have written one song and have a good start to a second one. I am posting it here as I am curious to see what people think of the lyrics. Also, this way my Brother can call up the lyrics anytime he needs them to work on the music. I don't have a title for the song yet, and the lyrics may be adjusted slightly to fit the music once its written. But, for now, here's what I've got. I'm thinking of calling it "Every Time". This song will be done in a Techno Style.

The Song )

Dangerous Ideas

  • Feb. 28th, 2008 at 10:45 AM
DaraUtu

I’m a Radical. Or, at least, that’s what they tell me. Some have even said Terrorist. I don’t blame them. After all, my ideas are pretty terrifying.

 

 

I know these are dangerous thoughts. They challenge everything America stands for. Yes, I know that living in America gives me the right to say these things, to speak out against the system. Yes, I know that the men and women serving in the Military in the Middle East right now affords me the opportunity to have a government still in place that can be criticized. And yes, I know that if I don’t like it here, I can move somewhere else. Believe me, I’d like to. Who’s with me?

 

Vehicular Drama

  • Feb. 27th, 2008 at 12:00 PM
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VEHICULAR DRAMA

aka “The Amazing Disappearing-Reappearing Parts”

 

My life is never short on drama and adventure. The latest chapter happens to be in regards to the car and what a delightful story it is!

 

On Friday night I was returning home from the babysitter’s house when a rather large pot hole jumped out at me. By the time I saw the hole it was too late to stop or slow down and there were too many cars to my left to swerve out of the way so I had no choice but to hit it. The moment I did, I knew I had a flat. So I immediately pulled over into the parking lot of a Holiday Oil where I found a prime spot behind the building to work on the car. I was able to position the car so that the effected side was against a wall which gave me a well-lit and shielded area to work. I got out of the car and took a look at my front passenger tire. Sure enough, it was flat as flat could be.

The  )

So there you have it. Lesson No. 1 – Always look at the Vehicle. Check the tires, the trunk, the back seats if you have to. Don’t just get in the car and go. Lesson No. 2 – Always bring a Penis with you. If you have a penis, the prices are somehow much lower and you get treated with a lot more respect. Lesson No. 3 – Just stay away from Kearns. Enough said.

 

How Evil I Am...

  • Feb. 21st, 2008 at 10:06 AM
Milla

Well, Ice said to steal this, and I figured it would be fun. I think the best question was "which weapon do you prefer?" I couldn't help but choose Canada! LoL.


How evil are you?

Zombie Musings

  • Feb. 12th, 2008 at 10:30 AM
Milla
 

As always during this time of year, my thoughts naturally turn to Zombies and hordes of Undead roaming the Earth. As in many years past, I often find myself contemplating the mindless masses blindly shoving forward, consuming all in their path. I have found Zombies and excellent metaphor for the capitalist masses saturated in politics and marketing. But this year my thoughts have gone a step further to finally empathize with the Zombie Plight. I feel an understanding has been breached and I wish to explore it further.

 

Tooth or Dare

  • Feb. 8th, 2008 at 3:00 PM
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Sometimes it's hard to be the Mom. When you're the one that's hurt or sick, you still have to take care of everyone else first. It's been a good learning experience though, in that I have continued to show myself that I can survive on my own and I can do what needs to be done - whether I feel like it or not.

I had my oral surgery on Wednesday afternoon, so I've got a bit of a swollen jaw and some stitches where the tooth used to be. It feels good to be rid of the abscessed tooth, and I've gone without a nightly fever now for the first time in a month. However, the liquid diet is killing me. Sure, I've dropped like 5lbs, and probably going to lose another 5lbs or so in the next two weeks before I can actually *EAT* again. But, OMG, do I miss food! Real food. Food you can sink your teeth into. One can only eat so much yogurt, jell-o and mashed potatoes before going crazy. The plus side is the fruit smoothies. I think I'll still make those even after I can eat normally again.

I was lucky in that Seth let me get a three hour nap yesterday, and he's been  his usual low-maintenance self. The most difficult part about the recovery was the fact I didnt have appropriate foods for me to eat in the house before the surgery, and no one to drive me to the store to get them after the surgery. By the time I was able to secure a ride, I hadn't eaten in 24hrs. I need to do better planning for the next extraction. That was a definate mess-up on my part. I didnt realize I would be banned from soup and coffee and that's all I had in the way of "liquid/soft" diet on hand. I've got plenty of the aforementioned jell-o and yogurt now, and picked up some more mashed potatoe mix for dinner this evening.

I really need to stop thinking about food.  My mind is racing now of all the things I'd rather be eating for dinner tonight. *LoL*

Next appointment is on the 19th to get the tooth on the other side fixed now. So, only 2 more weeks of special diets and I can be back to normal. It wont be as brutal as Wednesday's appointment was, as there wont be anymore stitches involved.

I'm looking forward to a life of "normalcy" - as close to it as I can get, anyway. =} 

Let Them Eat Monkey Shit

  • Feb. 3rd, 2008 at 1:59 AM
DaraUtu

This, seriously, is why I should go to sleep.

The picture below is a screen shot of some of the fun we've been having here tonight.
Enjoy!

And the Boredom Begins...

  • Feb. 1st, 2008 at 12:13 PM
Milla
 Welcome to the newest edition of getting to know your friends. Okay, here's what you do, and try not to be lame and spoil the fun! Just copy this entire questionnaire and paste into a new LJ entry that you can post. Change all the answers so that they apply to you.

Tell Me...

  • Jan. 31st, 2008 at 5:15 PM
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So my friend Liz-Beth did this... 

[info]sisterthemoon

...and I decided to go ahead and repost it as it could be fun. You dont need to give me long answers or anything if you decide to fill this out. All my comments are screened by default so I'll only post/show them if you want me to.

Meme Time...

 

Transformers

  • Jan. 31st, 2008 at 4:45 PM
Milla
 

I've been having many strange dreams lately. First there was the whole Timberlake series, the twisted bridge/highway series, and then the *really* messed up ones like the one where Doug threw all my food away or the one where my foot was messed up and my crutches were broken and instead of helping me everyone was laughing. Needless to say my nights have been full of adventure...

 

I had a rather good one a week or so back though, and I thought I'd mention it briefly here as it was quite amusing. You see, I was a Transformer. I was a Camaro, one of the new ones, and I was blue with a white racing stripe. I must have been a Decepticon as I was rolling with Barricade and Star Scream. I was trying to get to Vegas but was having trouble in that I kept getting directed up a muddy mountain trail that would turn to snow. It was very frustrating. I told Star Scream I was going to have to turn into a jet like him because otherwise I was never going to make it.

 

The funniest part of the dream though, happened before I got up into the mountains. This stupid guy kept trying to get in and drive. Every time he'd climb in, I'd transform and stand up and dump him out on his head. He was a persistent little F'r though, it took several dumpings to get rid of him.

 

I've decided that part of the dream was because I'm tired of stupid men trying to ride me. (*laughter ensues*)

The End of an Era

  • Jan. 24th, 2008 at 4:05 PM
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In the early hours of the morning, DV8 burned to the ground. It had been vacant for awhile now, couple of years I’m guessing. But it was sad for me to truly see it gone. DV8 was the bar I went to on my 21st birthday and was the dance club I frequented the most. In addition, from the time I was about 18, I saw many concerts there as well. Bands like, Love and Rockets, Machines of Loving Grace, VAST, My Life with the Thrill Kill Cult, Eve 6 and others. It was at DV8 that I met the Drummer from Unified Theory and shared some drinks and conversation with him.

 

I also remember one night I was coming down the stairs and when I reached the bottom I grabbed the Security Guard by the shirt and said, “Hey Buddy! Why are there so many stairs in here? Don’t you know drunk people are trying to walk?!!”

 

It was an awesome club, one of the best the State had to offer and it will truly be missed. It was the Club of a Generation! DV8, you are loved and will be missed but you will live on in the hearts of those of us who once graced your tables and dance floors.

 


May you Rest in Peace…

BLACKOUT

  • Jan. 23rd, 2008 at 3:19 PM
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I was sitting here listening to Britney's newest album when it occured to me just how the name of the album *must* have been chosen. I can see it all now...Britney and her Manager in a dark lit club, loud pounding music, throwing back the hard liquor like it's water...

Manager: "So, Brit, what do you want to call the new album?"
Britney: "The new what?"
Manager: "ALBUM!"
Britney: "That's funny, I don't remember making another one. Must have happened during one of my Blackouts."
Manager: "What's that?"
Britney: "I said, it must have happened during a BLACKOUT!!"
Manager: "Blackout? Yeah, that's a great name!!"
Britney: "What?"
Manager: "Uh, I said, do you want to get laid?"
Britney: "Sure, just let me grab my drink..."

 

The Empty Room

  • Jan. 10th, 2008 at 9:13 PM
Rebirth


I'm in an empty room.

The walls and door are white, the floor is cement. I want to transform the room into something wonderful, but I can't fill it with just anything. I close my eyes and see so many possibilities. Some of the designs are truly breathtaking. But, I don't know which design is really me.

I been walking around in circles trying to make a good decision. I bump into the walls a lot. I'm a little bruised, but no worse for the wear.

The answer is in here somewhere.

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